One should imitate Pacuvius’s practice of conducting his own funeral every day not from his discreditable motives but from honourable ones, by ending each day joyfully saying, ‘I have lived; I have completed the course allotted me,’ treating each day as a finished life and any additional day as a gift.
By Sénèque, from Lettres à Lucilius
Key Arguments
- Seneca recounts Pacuvius, "the man who acquired a right to Syria by prescription," who daily staged his own funeral: "was in the habit of conducting a memorial ceremony for himself with wine and funeral feasting of the kind we are familiar with, and then being carried on a bier from the dinner table to his bed, while a chanting to music went on of the words ‘He has lived, he has lived’ in Greek, amid the applause of the young libertines present. Never a day passed but he celebrated his own funeral."
- He distinguishes between motive and form: "What he did from discreditable motives we should do from honourable ones," proposing to retain the pattern (daily 'funeral') but convert its meaning.
- He states what this honourable imitation consists in: "saying in all joyfulness and cheerfulness as we retire to our beds, I have lived; I have completed now the course That fortune long ago allotted me." thus recommending a daily affirmation of completed life.
- He frames this attitude as compatible with accepting more life: "If God adds the morrow we should accept it joyfully." Additional days are not owed but welcomed.
- He underscores the reward of this stance: "The man who looks for the morrow without worrying over it knows a peaceful independence and a happiness beyond all others. Whoever has said ‘I have lived’ receives a windfall every day he gets up in the morning." suggesting that daily completion turns each new day into an unexpected gain and the basis of unique tranquility.
Source Quotes
To this I would say, firstly, that death ought to be right there before the eyes of a young man just as much as an old one – the order in which we each receive our summons is not determined by our precedence in the register – and, secondly, that no one is so very old that it would be quite unnatural for him to hope for one more day.… Every day, therefore, should be regulated as if it were the one that brings up the rear, the one that rounds out and completes our lives. Pacuvius, the man who acquired a right to Syria by prescription, was in the habit of conducting a memorial ceremony for himself with wine and funeral feasting of the kind we are familiar with, and then being carried on a bier from the dinner table to his bed, while a chanting to music went on of the words ‘He has lived, he has lived’ in Greek, amid the applause of the young libertines present. Never a day passed but he celebrated his own funeral.
Pacuvius, the man who acquired a right to Syria by prescription, was in the habit of conducting a memorial ceremony for himself with wine and funeral feasting of the kind we are familiar with, and then being carried on a bier from the dinner table to his bed, while a chanting to music went on of the words ‘He has lived, he has lived’ in Greek, amid the applause of the young libertines present. Never a day passed but he celebrated his own funeral. What he did from discreditable motives we should do from honourable ones, saying in all joyfulness and cheerfulness as we retire to our beds, I have lived; I have completed now the course That fortune long ago allotted me.
Never a day passed but he celebrated his own funeral. What he did from discreditable motives we should do from honourable ones, saying in all joyfulness and cheerfulness as we retire to our beds, I have lived; I have completed now the course That fortune long ago allotted me. If God adds the morrow we should accept it joyfully.
What he did from discreditable motives we should do from honourable ones, saying in all joyfulness and cheerfulness as we retire to our beds, I have lived; I have completed now the course That fortune long ago allotted me. If God adds the morrow we should accept it joyfully. The man who looks for the morrow without worrying over it knows a peaceful independence and a happiness beyond all others.
The man who looks for the morrow without worrying over it knows a peaceful independence and a happiness beyond all others. Whoever has said ‘I have lived’ receives a windfall every day he gets up in the morning. But I must close this letter now.
Key Concepts
- Pacuvius, the man who acquired a right to Syria by prescription, was in the habit of conducting a memorial ceremony for himself with wine and funeral feasting of the kind we are familiar with, and then being carried on a bier from the dinner table to his bed, while a chanting to music went on of the words ‘He has lived, he has lived’ in Greek, amid the applause of the young libertines present.
- Never a day passed but he celebrated his own funeral.
- What he did from discreditable motives we should do from honourable ones, saying in all joyfulness and cheerfulness as we retire to our beds, I have lived; I have completed now the course That fortune long ago allotted me.
- If God adds the morrow we should accept it joyfully.
- Whoever has said ‘I have lived’ receives a windfall every day he gets up in the morning.
Context
In Letter XII, after arguing that every day should be lived as if it completes life, Seneca uses the example of Pacuvius’s self‑mock funeral feasts to illustrate and invert this idea, urging a daily, cheerful 'I have lived' as a spiritual exercise in readiness for death and gratitude for each new day.